I think therefore I am

I had started this post way back in 2006 and left it incomplete. Since then I hadn't been anywhere close to the blogging scene. Then one fine day when I had this urge to pen down something I thought to retrive my previous post. And now I find this piece lost, unattended and lonely. I fall short of thoughts to extent it any further. I dont know what I was thinking at that point of time when I had started it. I find it extremely difficult to ponder on this view point. But at any given situation you do tend to think and therefore here it is:


I had to see where I was in order to realise who I am....
You see yourself in comparison to what you are not and due to some reason you fall for the later, only sometimes
When I retrospect I see myself complete in lot of ways but yet there is something out there calling me, waiting for me.I am incomplete still...
People do often come across things that they choose to see themselves as, so it wont be wrong to state here that you are of what you think you are... its a state of mind like when you are sad or happy... it is upto us what we choose ... but is it all that we think, is it just a sate of mind???
There are lot of factors which conditions our thought process before we deduct to see ourself as.....


Its very vague and abstract but somewhere it also forces me to think that I am because I think I am... sad, happy, emotional, unpredictable, complete and yet to fetch, to be complete..

My Religion

when it was time for me to leave my university after the completion of my masters program, I was desperate in look out for a 2bhk. It was the pressing need of time as we(me and my fiancee then, husband now) needed a place to shift post our marriage, which was soon after my post grad. After having looked for a few places in Begumpet, Jubilee Hills we finally found a decent place worth the rent in Khairatabad just a stone throw away from Banjara Hills road no.1. On meeting the owners they seemed happy to find the tenants for their 3 months abandoned house. A young member from their family helped us in showing the house. He took pride to take us around and show us the house, with 24 hours water supply being one of the major features. Upon being introduced to the owners by the broker, who got us this house, a old man probably in his 70's asked us about what we do and where we are from and most importantly our 'Religion'. He just wanted to check if we were Muslims. We finalised our deal for the house. After having stayed at this place for 2 years, we shifted to a bigger but 2bhk again, couple of months back. We came in saw the house, liked it and finalised it. When we met the owners the same series of questions for introduction but we weren't asked about our religion this time. My onwers are not Hindus, but they dont see any possible threats in their prospective tenants. Now when we read the papers and find that a Muslim is denied shelter in a particular locality because of his religion amuses me to the hilt!!!

selfless, helpless calls the shot- Big Boss

No need of setting your alarm anymore because there's someone who makes sure you sleep on time and the next morning you are up without alarm. No matter how good the food tastes or smells, whether you are in a plush restaurant or all set for an authentic Mughlai home food, you have your time set.... 5 mins and you should be done with the last drop in your glass. Attend calls only if acutely necessary rest, can, no should go missed. Watching late night movie not in theatre even at home can turn into a nightmare if not prepared for it. Exercise without any gym instructor is not a matter of concern as long as you are able to move your torso to fend for yourself. Need to step out of home??? think twice before you do that Big Boss is watching you...yes thats Our Big Boss at home all of just 6 months but makes sure he holds the string to everyones heart.